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Hundred Foot Drop.
01:25
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Subsistence Defined.
05:40
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Is there a side to take?
If one could be correct…
Concern is but a notion
Following compulsion
Confound by principles of aim
No increment of gain
Each flag yields no return
A tarnished hue of comfort
Will you find the time to tend your own?
Do you cut your loss and try greener plains?
When you’re there, you’ll know
It’s the place where all goes to hell
When you’re there, you’ll know
You’ll know
Got to
Must
But can’t adjust
Can’t think clearly
Can’t gain my trust
Because me is us
No majority
Got to
Must
Must adjust
Adjust severely
Remove the rust
Clear the dust
Am I still underneath?
It’s out of my hands
Separation; isolation
The prospect of change; elusive
My resolve remains tenacious
Will you find the time to tend your own?
Do you cut your loss and try greener plains?
When you’re there, you’ll know
It’s the place where all goes to hell
When you’re there, you’ll know
You’ll know
Empty
Nothing
Inside
Worthy
Unsure
Nervous
Tension
Purpose
No sleep
Pale skin
Nauseous
Choking
Pressure
Heightening
Ruthless
Crushing
HOPE IS DEAD
Got to
Must
But can’t adjust
Can’t think clearly
Can’t gain my trust
Because me is us
No majority
Got to
Must
Must adjust
Adjust severely
Remove the rust
Clear the dust
Am I still underneath?
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What scares me... about thinking that... what I believe... isn't real?
Someone else
You’re someone else…
Hiss of air conditioner
Blank computer screen
Skin turning pale
Semi-conscious
Half-awake
Fear of the unknown
Talking to myself
Alteration follows speculation
Ocular lens eyepiece
Viewed under microscope and theory
Bypass feeling
Rationalize the flaws
Omit what you don’t want to see
Television on
Here, but not for long
Something isn’t right
Drugs for pain inside
No sunlight in days
Slowly wasting away
Stale and bitter air
Distant stare
Television on
Here, but not for long
Something isn’t right
Drugs for pain inside
No sunlight in days
Slowly wasting away
Anything but this…
Unfiltered thought now filtering down
Filtering down… filtering down…
Unfiltered thought now filtering down
Heightening awareness and sense of self
Adrenaline rush to survival mode
Truths are disclosed
Visceral instincts ignite
Push car down drive
Make sure alive
Leave to escape
Remove deadweight
Exit city
No remorse
No pity
Stare in rear view mirror
Just to see what you are
Helplessness gone too far
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I had been swallowed… swallowed by an infinite, inky blackness. I was enveloped by this blackness. When I looked around me… it was nothingness. It was the abyss.
August 4th - 3:21 A.M. I’m keeping this record for posterity. It’s clear to me now that I’ve been swallowed by something I truly do not understand. The assumed qualities of human existence do not apply here, and their substitutes are unfamiliar to me. Everything I’ve come to know… all the knowledge I’ve amassed in my life… is now useless.
With the introduction of this foreign environment, came recurring instances of moral temptation. This recurring choice between firmly established ambitions and short-term desires. I’ve put forth immeasurable effort to keep this from altering my manner, but it’s proving inadequate in the face of uncompromising inevitability. My judgement is gradually drifting towards the irrational, as this environment wills.
I’ve fallen victim to this blackness. My resolve… diluted by the very nature of my own existence. I’m human. Mentally weak... emotionally unpredictable, and innately flawed.
My captor is far stronger... I’ve been swallowed by a force to be reckoned with… I’ve been swallowed by society.
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Transmission ends
Dead air is near
Anything but this
Anywhere but here
Afraid I’m slipping through
Cracks in the floor
Pretend I don’t care
I don’t care no more
When it’s everything I know
It’s everything I am
It’s everything I need
(Someone else… you’re someone else)
Pressure point
Ruthless grip
Choke out words
Choke on self
Never felt this before
Never felt this way
Diluted thought
Motivation lost
This isn’t real
You are
(Someone else… you’re someone else.)
I was alright last week
Sudden drop
Hundred foot drop
Can’t explain
You were there
You’re always there
But I need to get…
I have to get…
I have to get the fuck out of here
Somebody… please.
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So if you loved me
I’ve said it all before
I cannot explain myself anymore
And if you loved me
You should already know
What it really means to be alone
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Water
Is rising through cracks in the floor
Slowly
But surely
I’m drowning
It’s filling the room
This ugly room
Everything will soon go under
And I couldn’t even care
Because I’m trapped in this stagnant state
Consumed by this stagnant stench
This endless void I’ll never escape
Looks like there’s no denial this time
Looks like it
Surely seems like it
Seems like I’ve been eviscerated
Because there’s nothing underneath anymore
No feeling
No emotion
Just nothingness
The water’s still rising
And I’m drowning
Slowly
But surely
I’m drowning
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Plug into me
This electricity
On we go
Move and feel as one
Motion and emotion
On we go
Here one last time
Make it count
No limitations now
Just feeling…
At one another’s side
Two familiar faces
On which the other can depend
A whim at perfect permanence
Never wanting to return
Our blood runs cold when
Limitless time, too free to spend
Comes to an end
Let go with me
No responsibility
Id omniflow
Vision blinding white
Repressed instincts ignite
Here we go
And then it’s back again
Total relapse of order and constraint
The dream boasts empty pipes
This is not the way we are meant to live
A bank in the flow isn’t letting you go
You’ll be here for a while
Somber and many shades of grey
Are washing out your dye
Sullen, stagnant nine
Only a shell of what lives for three
It stifles what should be
Incessant labor, endless and more
Consuming all the day and night
I want to get on out
This doesn’t feel right
Let me out
Nostalgic trim weaved in a band of unborn goings-on
Ends are frayed by passing days which seem to leave us all cold-hearted
If only I knew then, what I know now
I would have found a way to stay young
I would have never tried to live ahead of what I had already done
At one another’s side
Two familiar faces
On which the other can depend
A whim at perfect permanence
Never wanting to return
Our blood runs cold when
Limitless time, too free to spend
Comes to an end
End
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